Sunday, March 7, 2010

A Fresh Start

I am finally back on my blog. It has been hard for me to come here. You see the last entry I made was on October 1, 2009 and on the next day was when I found out that my 12 week pregnancy had ended, that the baby had died. It was a terrible day and many times when I would come back to the blog I would see that date and just cry!!! I have conquered that now with the help of my heavenly Father!! He so graciously showed me one morning that I just needed to give it all to him. So I did and here I am back on the blog.

So much to catch up on! My husband and I have decided to put our home up for sale and when it sells move on back to sunny Florida. This in my opinion has been the hand of the Lord also because I have never in my life been able to call anywhere home before and just recently I found myself longing for home. For the first time that name actually had a place with it. It is Florida. For anyone that knows me they know that I would have never called Florida home but God has shown me in the last yr and a half that that is exactly what Florida was and is for me. Home.
Humility has been a regularity in my life lately. God has been weeding in my heart showing me how my attitude was stinky in Florida and that he took me out of Florida to show me the beauty and splendor of the state but more importantly the beauty and splendor of the people that we know there. He has revealed to me that I did not see nor appreciate the love that came from those that surrounded us. So I am eager to get back although the Lord has given us wonderful people here in Tn to enjoy and experience life with. Therefore we will be sad to say good-bye and will miss them all greatly. My goal is to love them all as much as possible with the time that we have left here.
Well I will post more tonight or tomorrow but right now I am off to get some much needed groceries.
Thank you to all those that come and read and part take in my life. I will continue to post and there will be free files coming soon. Thanks !!!!